Meng-hancur-kan

Assalamualaikum w.b.t, peeps ♥

Jangan buat spekulasi yang ntah hape hape setelah membaca title post sahaja! Don't be too judgmental, either don't judge book by it's cover. Arasseo? Ha-ha. Maaflah, post ni ada macam-macam bahasa, nak bajet international jap. Ho-ho. Actually nak inform awal-awal yang post ni, tiada kena mengena dengan kes kemalangan yang menghancurkan atau rumah tangga yang menghancurkan atau menghancurkan barang-barang orang ataupun yang sewaktu dengannya lah ye?

Kalau buka Google Translate, taip 'menghancurkan' dan translate from Malay to English. Banyak pilihan jawapan kan? Cuba taip 'crush' dan translate from English to Malay, ada jawapan yang tepat keluar? Ha-ha.

You know; how the feeling when your crush was having a crush on someone else that you don't know? And you feel like killing yourself because you don't know who is his/her crush. And you'll feel like wanna begging on your crush to tell you 'who is she/he?', but you shouldn't do that kind of things - because he/she is just your crush? Oh, this is killing me!

Bagi wa, having a crush, sometimes it helpful and sometimes it's not. What I mean here, macam kalau ada crush atau awak ada suka kat siapa-siapa, like if awak satu kelas dengan crush awak tu - awak akan rasa nak pergi kelas hari-hari nak jumpa 'dia', awak akan rasa macam nak do the best in everything lah *nak show-off* supaya tiada tragedi memalukan pada awak yang dia nampak, sort of like that la.

What I mean by '..sometimes it's not', it is like what I felt just now. Kalau awak tak pernah kena tolak lepas confess pada orang yang awak suka, you have no idea how it's feels like. Kadang-kadang tak confess pun lagi, tapi awak dah tau yang your crush have somebody else in their mind, in their heart. Heartache, heartbroken - time ni semua tu nak rasa. Tapi, apa pun awak tak boleh buat? Your crush is just a crush, not your boyfriend/girlfriend. Simply, we don't have our right to say anything?

I have a crush too, but I was thinking not to place 'crush' title on him anymore. I'm just his secret admire. I'm just his die hard fans. I used to be that before and now, maybe always? I should keep this bear in mind, always. So, as a fan, I should support him in anything he do. Should I?

Gumawo. Thank you so much, crush.

p/s: What do you think, if your crush actually knew that you placed 'crush' title on him/her? I was thinking about to confess, but I thinking I shouldn't. And, basically this is not the right time yet. 

Sincerely, Harhar ♥

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