Wordless Wednesday #1

I've been liking quotes so much and my Facebook Timeline filled up with too many quotes. I hate sweet talker, but then I like someone who knows how to talks sweet ♥ I've melted. 

Mari perbetulkan diri. Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal ♥

Harhar.

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Lee Hi - Rose ♥

Rose by Lee Hi ♥

내 사랑은 새빨간 rose
nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
My love is like a red rose

지금은 아름답겠지만
jigeumeun areumdapgetjiman
It may be beautiful now

날카로운 가시로 널 아프게 할걸
nalkaroun gasiro neol apeuge halgeol
But my sharp thorns will hurt you

내 사랑은 새빨간 rose
nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
My love is like a red rose

그래 난 향기롭겠지만
geurae nan hyanggiropgetjiman
Yes, I may be fragrant

가까이 할수록 널 다치게 할걸
gakkai halsurok neol dachige halgeol
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

그런 가벼운 눈빛으로 날 쳐다보지 말아줘요
geureon gabyeoun nunbicheuro nal chyeodaboji marajwoyo
Don’t look at me with that light glance

함부로 사랑을 쉽게 얘기하지마
hamburo sarangeul swipge yaegihajima
Don’t speak of love easily

내 맘을 갖고 싶다면 내 아픔도 가져야 해요
nae mameul gatgo sipdamyeon nae apeumdo gajyeoya haeyo
If you want my heart, you need to take my pain too

언젠가 반드시 가시에 찔릴 테니까
eonjenga bandeusi gasie jjillil tenikka
Because you will be pricked by my thorns someday

날 너무 믿지마
nal neomu mitjima
Don’t trust me too much

넌 날 아직 잘 몰라
neon nal ajik jal molla
You don’t know me that well yet

So just run away run away

I said ooh ooh ooh

날 사랑하지마
nal saranghajima
Don’t love me

넌 날 아직 잘 몰라
neon nal ajik jal molla
You don’t know me that well yet

I said run away just run away

다가오지마
dagaojima
Don’t come to me

내 사랑은 새빨간 rose
nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
My love is like a red rose

지금은 아름답겠지만
jigeumeun areumdapgetjiman
It may be beautiful now

날카로운 가시로 널 아프게 할걸
nalkaroun gasiro neol apeuge halgeol
But my sharp thorns will hurt you

내 사랑은 새빨간 rose
nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
My love is like a red rose

그래 난 향기롭겠지만
geurae nan hyanggiropgetjiman
Yes, I may be fragrant

가까이 할수록 널 다치게 할걸
gakkai halsurok neol dachige halgeol
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

자신감에 찬 니 모습이
jasingame chan ni moseubi
Seeing your confidence

내 눈엔 그저 안쓰러워
nae nunen geujeo ansseureowo
makes me feel so bad for you

날 향한 씩씩한 발걸음이
nal hyanghan ssikssikhan balgeoreumi
Your confident footsteps toward me

오늘따라 초라해 보여
oneulttara chorahae boyeo
look so pitiful today

감정, 사치야 내겐
gamjeong, sachiya naegen
Emotions? That’s an extravagance to me

사랑, 집착의 best friend
sarang, jipchagui best friend
Love? That’s obsession’s best friend

So run away just run away
Cuz you and I must come to an end

Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn

날 너무 믿지마
nal neomu mitjima
Don’t trust me too much

넌 날 아직 잘 몰라
neon nal ajik jal molla
You don’t know me that well yet

So just run away run away

I said ooh ooh ooh

날 사랑하지마
nal saranghajima
Don’t love me

넌 날 아직 잘 몰라
neon nal ajik jal molla
You don’t know me that well yet

I said run away just run away

다가오지마
dagaojima
Don’t come to me

내 사랑은 새빨간 rose
nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
My love is like a red rose

지금은 아름답겠지만
jigeumeun areumdapgetjiman
It may be beautiful now

날카로운 가시로 널 아프게 할걸
nalkaroun gasiro neol apeuge halgeol
But my sharp thorns will hurt you

내 사랑은 새빨간 rose
nae sarangeun saeppalgan rose
My love is like a red rose

그래 난 향기롭겠지만
geurae nan hyanggiropgetjiman
Yes, I may be fragrant

가까이 할수록 널 다치게 할걸
gakkai halsurok neol dachige halgeol
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Akibat kemaruk~ Liking it to much ♥

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Emm Emm

Assalamualaikum peeps ♥


So, Hi guys. Lama ye tak update blog. Tapi, apa nak kesah kan kan? Macam lah ada penonton setia nak hadap blog cikai ni selalu. Ha-ha. Rilex sudah. Siapa nak baca silakan. Kecil tapak tangan, laut China Selatan saya suakan ♥*peliks*


As a starter, saja tukar background and header. Tapi masih nampak buruk lah ek? Agree? Actually banyak yang nak cherita kat dalam blog ni, tapi taktau nak mula ayat macam mana -__________- 




Emm emm emm emm apa lagi nak cakap pun taktau. So kepada yang rajin jenguk *poyos nye ayat*, sila tunggu entry saya yang akan datang, okay? Adios~

Sincerely, Harhar ♥

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Meng-hancur-kan

Assalamualaikum w.b.t, peeps ♥

Jangan buat spekulasi yang ntah hape hape setelah membaca title post sahaja! Don't be too judgmental, either don't judge book by it's cover. Arasseo? Ha-ha. Maaflah, post ni ada macam-macam bahasa, nak bajet international jap. Ho-ho. Actually nak inform awal-awal yang post ni, tiada kena mengena dengan kes kemalangan yang menghancurkan atau rumah tangga yang menghancurkan atau menghancurkan barang-barang orang ataupun yang sewaktu dengannya lah ye?

Kalau buka Google Translate, taip 'menghancurkan' dan translate from Malay to English. Banyak pilihan jawapan kan? Cuba taip 'crush' dan translate from English to Malay, ada jawapan yang tepat keluar? Ha-ha.

You know; how the feeling when your crush was having a crush on someone else that you don't know? And you feel like killing yourself because you don't know who is his/her crush. And you'll feel like wanna begging on your crush to tell you 'who is she/he?', but you shouldn't do that kind of things - because he/she is just your crush? Oh, this is killing me!

Bagi wa, having a crush, sometimes it helpful and sometimes it's not. What I mean here, macam kalau ada crush atau awak ada suka kat siapa-siapa, like if awak satu kelas dengan crush awak tu - awak akan rasa nak pergi kelas hari-hari nak jumpa 'dia', awak akan rasa macam nak do the best in everything lah *nak show-off* supaya tiada tragedi memalukan pada awak yang dia nampak, sort of like that la.

What I mean by '..sometimes it's not', it is like what I felt just now. Kalau awak tak pernah kena tolak lepas confess pada orang yang awak suka, you have no idea how it's feels like. Kadang-kadang tak confess pun lagi, tapi awak dah tau yang your crush have somebody else in their mind, in their heart. Heartache, heartbroken - time ni semua tu nak rasa. Tapi, apa pun awak tak boleh buat? Your crush is just a crush, not your boyfriend/girlfriend. Simply, we don't have our right to say anything?

I have a crush too, but I was thinking not to place 'crush' title on him anymore. I'm just his secret admire. I'm just his die hard fans. I used to be that before and now, maybe always? I should keep this bear in mind, always. So, as a fan, I should support him in anything he do. Should I?

Gumawo. Thank you so much, crush.

p/s: What do you think, if your crush actually knew that you placed 'crush' title on him/her? I was thinking about to confess, but I thinking I shouldn't. And, basically this is not the right time yet. 

Sincerely, Harhar ♥

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Ran dom; Garang

A very good morning guys, to those who incidentally reading my entry at the very beginning of a day. So, have a nice day! Else, a very good night guys, to those who visiting my blog, late at night. Ouh yeah, sleep tight guys ♥ Jap jap, chop. Sila elakkan diri ya, awak yang membaca supaya tidak tertidur di hadapan laptop yang mahal, tanpa meng-off kan laptop, tanpa meng-off kan wi-fi - supaya nanti tiadalah bil elektrik, telefon dan air melambung. Ye dak? Ouh, yes. Almost forgot - Assalamualaikum w.b.t, peeps ♥

Kenapa 'garang' ye? Terfikir pula, '..aku ni, garang sangat ke..?' Tak ada rasanya?

"Awak, kalau kita *cenggini cenggini cenggini*, takpe ke?"

"Kenapa? Nak takut apa?"

"Yelah, kita macam gini *cenggini cenggini cenggini*, Achap tak marah ke..?"

"Lahh, kenapa pulak nak marah??"

"Yelah, dia kan garang....................." 

Lebih kurang macam gitu, story member wa kepada wa. Katanya, member kepada member wa ni, dia kata wa garang? Macam nak gelak wa dengar. Mungkin adalah sikit. Yelah, mengajar orang yang tak datang kelas kerana perangai malas yang pasang tiada surutnya, kenalah garang kan! Dah lah tak datang, satu hal. Ni lagi, dah last minute assignment nak kena hantaq besoq ni, baru dok kalut nak buat malam tuh. Hangin, tu tak adalah. Tak ada masalahnya pung kalau nak minta tolong jadi tutor tak bergaji sementara. Tapi, dah last minute buat kerja, lepastu sempat lagi kata...

"Chap, ajar aku sampai aku paham tau..?"

Ho-ho-ho. Sampai paham lah ye? Tiada masalah juga, tetapi maaflah kalau wa tertekan punat 'garang' dalam personaliti wa ketika menjadi tutor ye. Kadang-kadang tak tekan pun, tapi button tu macam auto kan, macam ada sensor dekat pintu shopping mall yang auto terbuka sendiri bila orang nak masuk tu. Tak boleh nak control lah. Ho-ho-ho. Lagi-lagi kalau subject tu, miss yang mengajarnya telah berjaya melepaskan ketidakpuashatian apabila kelas ramai student yang tak datang - kepada the rest yang attend kelas itu. Nampakkan bond-nya di situ. Memang kaw kaw punya perasaan nak bagi balik hentaman lepas dah kena hentam. Fair and lovely right?

Fair and lovely ♥

For those yang rasa wa ni garang orangnya, minta maaflah. Tak ada niat pun, cuma sebab benda tu auto-garang-sendiri. Rasanya, bukan garang. It's just because of my personality as the eldest daughter in the family kot? .___. Just now I've realized, dah semakin besar ni, there's so many things that you're gonna realized, why you doing it, why you've been like that. As for me, I'm the eldest, I realized the responsibility that I have to take care of, mungkin sebab tu wa jadi seorang yang tegas dan serius kadang-kadang? Yang tak kenal wa, takkan tahu perangai wa yang sebenarnya.

Simple things to know - Wa tegas tu ada, happy-go-lucky tu ada sikit, pelik-pelik pun ada, unik pun ada, gedik pun ada, manja pun ada. Garang pun ada?

Nak confess ni. Actually, boleh sahaja nak cakap wa ni garang kot. I guess almost all my siblings has this 'garang' in every each of us. Just a few days ago, I thought bout this thing...

Mom - Gelarannya pun mak, mama. As a mom, memang golongan ini selalunya garang. Tapi, I don't think my mom was like the type yang tersangat garang, macam drama-drama tv tu. My mom kalau cakap memang pedih dan menusuk, tak dapat dinafikan dia garang.

Ana - This is my third sibling, and kepada yang pernah datang rumah wa, memang korang akan tau lah macam mana 'garang'nya adik wa yang Ana. Just by looking on the way she talk, I'll bet you'll already know. Osmate-osmate wa sendiri pernah habaq kat wa yang my Ana ni kadang-kadang react lebih macam Kak Long. Why? Sebab dia garang. At first, I was like, "alah, dah biasalah, dia memang macam tu". But then, just a few days ago, I was agreed dengan apa yang osmate-osmate wa dah nampak dulu. Ho-ho-ho.

Sikin - She is like a soft type of person when you look from the outside. And, wa sendiri sangat setuju yang dia tak garang macam Ana. But just a few days ago, I saw her explodes! Ha-ha-ha. Story line yang sama macam wa, bezanya Sikin ni ajar Azim, my little brother yang tersangat degil. Memang boleh mendidih mengajar budak seekor ni. Bila tengok Sikin ni marah, garangnya sama sahaja macam tengok Mama ajar Azim sambil marah-marah. So, Sikin pun garang juga ye?

Dik Cha - Ni seorang lagi, the upcoming lah nanti. Tapi ciri-ciri pun dah nampak sekarang. Mengarah Kak Long ni jugak kerja dia. Korang tau ke?

Genes marah plus garang ni, ada je kat siapa-siapa cuma mungkin ada yang nampak, ternampak, tak nampak, atau buat-buat tak nampak kan? What ever it is, I ♥ my family so mucho.

Lama gila pic ni, muka belum nak matang :P

That's all. Sincerely, Harhar  ♥

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Ran dom; Judgmental

Hey yo peeps. And, Assalamualaikum w.b.t. ♥

Rindu juga pada blog tak seberapa nak best ni. Yelah, buat untuk kepuasan diri sendiri. So, sendiri rasa best  dah cukup rasanya. Kalau ada orang nak baca silakan, dengan senang hati ♥ Tapi kalau tak mahu, silakan men-download dan menonton One Piece *remembering someone that I used to know who addicted to that anime* Ha-ha.

Judgmental. So, a little explanation bout judgmental - is like a somebody who thinks they know everything about you but they really don't know. These judgmental people basically just live in their own little bubble of delusion and bla bla bla bla. Kalau susah sangat nak paham, tengok vlog Matluthfi. Macam membazir ayer liuq nak habaq kat hang. Eh, tak tak, malas sebenarnya nak merabakkan sel-sel otak serta mendulla oblongata semata-mata susun ayat nak explain menatang tu *bombastic and fantastic ayat wa* Ha-ha.

sila tonton untuk keterangan lanjut :)

Dear peeps, you'll never know everything about a person that you thought you know the most. Anda takkan tahu apa yang anda lihat pada orang sekeliling anda, dengan hanya melihat sahaja - anda sudah boleh tau, emm tau apa yang anda nak tau lah. Please, stop being judgmental and making to many speculations. Hamba Allah jenis suka ber-judgmental ni senang dan mudah nak jumpa dalam kalangan Malaysian. Tak perlu susah-susah pergi duduk merenung fikir 'siapalah antara candidates yang suka ber-judgmental ni ye?', dan silakan senangkan diri anda sendiri dengan 'ahh ye, aku pun pernah buat'. Tak payah  berdalih bagai habaq tak pernah buat, because we as human being - takkan lari dari sifat suka menilai orang lain. Macam ayat Matluthfi, "..saya sendiri kagum dengan kepantasan dan kehebatan orang-orang kita dalam menilai seseorang...". Orang-orang kita ye.


Tau ke awak, yang kawan awak yang nampak gembira selalu, buat lawak selalu, happy-go-lucky selalu tu, dia sebenarnya tidak gembira selalu dan punyai kesedihan dan kesunyian,  and they actually missing someone that super important in their life? Their loneliness, only they knew the best. - So true

Lagi, macam ada orang genius yang anda kenal dengan 'ouhh, dia tu memang genius gi-la. Dekat XXX ni, dia ranking No.1 budak Melayu yang paling pandai..'. Itu basic things yang anda tau, but do you know that the person you only know because of his/her talent, dia ni yang sebenarnya cacat, sebab ada satu kidney sahaja sejak lahir? Or anything else, such as he/she was actually suffering incurable illness? - So true

Else, macam anda kenal this person, baik orangnya. Pakai tudung labuh, alhamdulillah perfect! Sejuk mata memandang, apatah lagi sejuk perut ibu mengandungkan? Yelah, kita tengok pun senang hati, ibu orang tersebut lagi lah senang hati. Macam tu? Guys, you have no idea what she have done - that inside her jubah, she's actually carrying an illegitimate child inside her tummy? - Again, so true.

Buat andaian atau spekulasi, memang tak salah. Either negative or positive. Masing-masing ada hak. Lagi-lagi spekulasi yang baik, apa yang nak halang? Even yang kadang-kadang tak baik tu, orang ingat 'Perfect' sangat juga kan. Tapi, yang tak sedap sangat, memang tak sedap betul, kalau benda yang betul - memang suci lagi murni, tetap disalah ertikan. Mesti rasa HOT sangat? Kalau yang macam jenis fikir-fikir dan buat andaian, then tutup mulut tak apalah. Tapi, kalau dah sup sap sup sap sana sini sinu memburukkan orang, nak jadi lagu mano jang oi?



Please guys, be matured. Don't jump into conclusion too quickly. Tak adil lah bagi orang lain kalau anda selalu buat spekulasi yang buruk-buruk kan? Mentang-mentang dia lebih sikit, ada saja benda yang anda nak 'lempar' kat dia kan? Masing-masing dah besar, tahu baik buruk kan. Buatlah benda yang baik, dapat pahala. Bukan buat benda yang menyakitkan hati orang, dapat dosa sia-sia. Amalan masing-masing belum cukup, jangan nak judge orang sesuka hati. Fikirkan lah ye? 

Gambar hiasan. Penat kan baca entry stress. Wa sendiri pun stress. Muhahaha :P

Maaf ye, hari ini wa buat entry stress. I mean, entry yang serious lah. Benda ni, bukan sahaja-sahaja nak tunjuk baik plus suci sangat, cuma untuk peringatan. Malah, lebih kepada diri sendiri. Tak salah nak share dengan orang, bagi yang nak ambil iktibar. No offence okay?

With lots of ♥, Harhar.

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New Year 2013; Everything New & Fresh

Greeting everyone with bliss and happiness. So, Assalamualaikum peeps ♥

Happy New Year everybody! Haha. Lambat sangat kan nak wish Happy New Year pada anda-anda-anda semua. Dah nak Chinese New Year dah kot. Hari ni dah 26th January 2013. So all people out there, I'm wishing you bliss and happiness again, may Allah bless all of us. And, macam ayat-ayat DJ radio selalu cakap dan pendengar radio selalu dengar, diharapkan semoga Azam Tahun 2013 tercapai dengan jayanya. Dan andai ada Azam-azam Tahun 2012 yang belum tercapai, cubalah untuk menjayakannya pada tahun ini pula ya?

So, cakap pasal azam Tahun 2012 yang tak tercapai tu, wa rasa macam takde kot? Mungkin tahun lepas tak berapa nak motivate nak ada azam bagai ni kan. So, tahun ni wa ade motivate sedikitlah daripada tahun lepas. Since 1hb Jan wa dah banyak sangat fikir apa yang wa hendak capai Tahun 2013 ni, so senarai azam wa tu agak banyak juga ya.

AIM Year 2013

Struggling for 4.0 for this semester and next

Please pray for me. I know it's hard to get since I'm already at Semester 4. It's tough guys! Tolong lah wa. Wa berangan tak nak bayar duit PTPTN ni dengan cuba mendapatkan DL. Wah, besar angan-angan kau Jah! Tulah, Sem1 banyak sangat main-main, tu pasai jadi lagu ni. Tapi, tak mustahil kan? Peoples use to said - nothing impossible, so I have to try, I guess. Pray for me guys ♥

Do best for MUET

As student in Malaysia, everyone know what is MUET, I guess? Main reason - kalau nak sambung Degree lepas Diploma kena dapat at least Band 3 baru boleh sambung Degree kan? So I have to do it! Speaking session yang gigil wehh. 

Be more positive in everything

Everything happen for reason, everything happen for reason. So we must think positive in every way. Apa-apa kesusahan yang kita sedang hadapi, atau bakal hadapi, we must believe that Allah loves His creation, Allah loves us. So, we shouldn't give up. So, Think Positive, plus Do Positive Thing.

Respect mom, dad, family, friends and others

Respect each other is a good thing. So, untuk tahun 2012, kepada semua orang yang wa kenali, yang wa pernah kenali, dan yang mengenali diri wa - I would like to seek for forgiveness for everything I did in the past. Human aren't perfect. Saya tak persan kalau saya ada buat silap kat awak awak, atau saya perasan tapi buat-buat tak perasan, saya minta maaf. Sila halal kan segala yang pernah diberi. Let's kick a new fresh start for all of us. Ha-ha

Maintain 45-50kg only 

Ha-ha. Yang ini, dah lama nak. Tapi susah nak dapat sebab sangat pemalas nak bersenam, berlari, ber-jongging bagai semua. Hope sangat kalau dah dapat tu nak maintain je. Tak nak naik badan macam kena pam angin. Harus maintain cant--. Ehem ehem.

Recite more Yassin, and Al-Quran. Perform 'Solat 5 Waktu' everyday

Dekat kan diri pada Allah. Cuba buat segala perkara yang wajib. Buat segala yang disuruh, tinggalkan segala yang dilarang oleh Allah. *Ini bukan ayat pura-pura suci atau ayat bajet nak market jadi budak baik* Ini adalah kesedaran kepada diri sendiri. Other peoples no need to condemn about me. I'm just going to be myself ♥

Do more saving and charity

Yang ni kena bantai gelak dengan osmate-osmate wa. Yeah, saving and charity. Sekarang ni tengah kopak gi-la. So, bila dah dapat duit PTPTN untuk Sem4 ni, kena beringat sendiri nak simpan duit dalam tabung lembu chomel tu yang dah ringan sekarang. Tang charity tu, I'll try to do it. Dapat pahala kan. Derma 50 sen pun free-free dapat pahala. Tak sabar ye nak dapat duit PT.

I'm wishing for myself, semoga semua azam wa tercapai. Amin. Begitu juga harapan wa untuk azam-azam kalian-kalian kalian juga, semoga tercapai hendaknya.

Sincerely, Harhar.

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